Saturday, December 6, 2008

An Arduous Process...

Let me tell you...finishing an exam and having to turn on a dime, dig in, consume and understand the next class' massive amounts of information is an arduous process...an exhausting one quite frankly. It kind of makes me think of drag racing. You are sitting on the track, your engine is powered and only firm pressure on the brake is keeping you on the starting line. Then the flag drops...and your car catapults to the finish line at full throttle, straining with every bit of its energy to cross that finish line first. Regardless of how you place, in the blink of an eye its over. All that work for 10 seconds of action...followed by a massive adrenaline rush...then the adrenaline crash!

An adrenaline crash it is! Yesterday, I felt sooooo good knowing two test were done. This morning is so hard to get motivated know there are two tests to go. My eyes are literally have a hard time focusing on the page in front of me. Every minute I waste not studying and distracting myself with such things as writing this blog is a minute I know I am going to wish I had back on Monday evening when my stomach is a knot wishing I had just one more day to study for the following morning's test. It's inevitable, but here I still sit with my Contracts outline staring at me...almost taunting me to give it my full attention. Guess whether I want to or not...it's time to jump in!

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